Saturday, September 30, 2006

I Feel Immortal!!!

In the midst of bereavement
At the edge of annihilation
When the agony’s at its zenith
And Pain’s at its Peak…

I look down the aisle
To see you smile…
To hear you speak…
And every Gordon knot seems bleak…

Your every moment I capture…
Ecstasy, elation or Rapture…
Whatever you call it
I can die to live that every moment…

In your arms I feel…
Life’s so beautiful…
I know for the fact…
I cannot Die…

I Feel Immortal!!!

- Rajkiran Jagapathi
My Serendipity!!!

There I stood nonchalantly in the doorway…
The cool breeze from the back yard…
Told me what time it was of the day…

I could listen to the chirps of young ladies…
As they whiff pass apathetic me…
I stand there like a lone cactus’ in the wadies…

All are busy as it’s my wedding…
But I sit aside thinking about the…
Wonderful life I am about to be Heading…

Hustle hustle rustle rustle….
I listen to the people passing by…
My face epitomized my internal scuffle…

In this classic scene of mix up and bluster…
I hear a voice that’s soothing as music to me…
I stand for her with all the courage I muster…

My ill fated life has one prized possession…
An opulent beauty at body and heart…
That’s my bride, busy! like a kid in recession…

She embarked into my life, like peace in a shrine…
Owned my pains, and killed my pangs…
I now live this life with agony down the drain…

My eyes neither no pain nor they no any color…
Yes!!! I am blind, but I have nothing I fear…
I know I can fight any battle with her valor…

I can’t repress the day when I lost my sight…
But if I have another life, I know it would be with her…
Coz I know I can see the world with she by my side…

The only fear of loosing her still intimidates me…
When I ask myself what she found in me…
The answer I get is not “because Love is blind” it is…
Simply because love enables one to see things others fail to see…


- Rajkiran Jagapathi
My Rendezvous with Death...


I was aimlessly roving my way down the street…
I saw a man, insipid and pale walking in the front…
I could not see his face, but he was discreet…

There was a procession in front of him…
It was silent; there was no pomp and glitter about it…
I went a little ahead brisk, Thanks to my whim…

I could see the people talk to each other unspoken…
I wanted to see his face, but could not…
So silent were they that even an infant wouldn’t have woken…

When I had a closer look, I was flabbergasted by what I saw…
He looked exactly like me, bruised face and skinned knees…
Mesmerizing eyes, more I gaze the closer they draw…

I screamed and shouted; I wanted to run away, far away…
As I started to run he just held my arm and said…
“You cannot run from me, no matter how hard you sway”…

I clogged right there like a statue in a rendition…
He raised his hand and pointed towards the crowd…
A closer look told me that it was a Death procession…

He took me by my arm and we flew in the sky…
I looked down at the bereaved and saw my wife crying frenziedly…
As we took off I could do nothing but sigh…

It didn't take me long to realize that I was Dead…
It was my death that was being mourned about…
I knew I was heading to St. Peter’s shed…

On my way I thought

“I don’t know how heaven or hell is”…
And how better I could have led my life…
Soon I realized, It is worth dying to find out what life is…

Your Dreams your aspirations are all wrong…
They are just the way god makes us believe the farce…
And it’s not that life that is so short; it's just that I was dead for long…

- Rajkiran Jagapathi

Friday, September 29, 2006

Grasping at the Indefinable!!!

Poetry is a lot of things to a lot of people. But I would say Don't shackle poetry with your definitions. Poetry is not a frail and cerebral old woman, you know. Poetry is stronger than you think. Poetry is an imagination that will break those chains faster than you think. If it doesn't like your definitions it might shirk them at every turn. If you really want to know what poetry is, read it. Read it carefully. Pay attention. Read it out loud. Now read it again.

Here's a collection of an Ambitious Amateur, Hope you will like them!!!!

- Rajkiran Jagapathi.