An Unbroken Cry!!!

As I am lying on my Bed
Thoughts flying through my head
It hurts, insatiable Pain
More pain each day, is what I gain
The pain of a bullet piercing you twice
The Pain of a knife cutting you by slice
The pain that’s making me insane
The pain I know will never wane
Like a disabled locked in a Manor
In a swarming crowd I am a loner
Once you left!!!
Tattering my heart a Deft
It’s a feeling I just cannot harness
I find myself in this freezing darkness
My love, why did you die, why is that you wanted to Flee
That you killed yourself and didn’t think of me?
What made you blind that you couldn’t see?
I loved you - wasn’t that enough?
That you killed yourself and didn’t think of me?
You were once what I lived for, and now
I don't even want to know when you are dead
This pain is something I cannot cease
You will live inside of me, so rest in peace
The pains left my tears dry,
How do I end this existence so Wry
Your Death has made my life an Unbroken Cry!!!
- Rajkiran Jagapathi